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Saturday, 28 July 2007

Lab Test == End of the Road?

After doing the lab test today, I really felt whether or not I belong at this place, this haven called GET. I started with a blank, saw the questions, the big '25 marks' on the first one, and immediately skipped it without a second thought. Found the third question, which happens to be worth 5 marks, but even that question left me stunned for at least 5 minutes, this is impossible, a 5-mark question holding me back.

Maybe this is my first (if it is) emo post ever. I felt the pain of it. What's the use of getting A's for other 'non-important' subjects when all that matters in this course is programming, and you can't even excel in it. I can feel it now. It's not good, being the bottom of class. Everybody's trying their best at it, and they're making gradual progress, this is good. I'm about to become the bulk of this load, the root of this tree. Is this the end? I have 3 more weeks to find out.

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